I am having the most extra-ordinary insight into life outside the Suki-world. It’s been pointed out previously that I wasn’t exactly run-of-the-mill, but I’ve gathered around me enough like-minded people, to not even think about looking outside our beautiful bubble. Where I am right now is bang-smack in the middle of nowhere. Average Ville UK (I’m sitting with my claustrophobia - knowing that an airport is 1 hour 36 minutes away is my saving grace. Seriously), where people are aging in the same clothes, shoes & scarves they wore 30 years ago, & their children are dressed likewise. Where passing chat is complaining about the National Health Service, or the state of the roads; people read The Telegraph (& believe it), watch the news every night (& believe it) & fuss about their neighbors while enjoying a 6pm G&T – this would seem to be normal. There is little potential for Magic & people seem bored. Just being on public transport in London is shocking (for the 1st time in 20 yrs) – pallid skin, people aging prematurely (it’s easy to look cute when you’re young – the signs of ‘normality’ kick in later) & a default energetic heaviness.
I’m sensing around me a feeling of inevitability & a predictability I realize were never my reality. No doubt due to a lifetime saturated with music, fiction & movies – which meant being excited about & taking interest in things which simply offered me MORE on every gorgeous level. This has made me so much more grateful than ever for sharing space with the inspired revolutionaries I have the honor to know. I don’t think it takes effort or guts to break free from a life inclined towards retirement and pension plans & the mindset of being ‘grateful for small blessings‘ – you either get it, or you don’t. If you don’t – then words can’t describe (not through lack of trying) this new & explosive paradigm! The richness of experiences available to all of us in every moment are sparkling bright, beyond words.
There is no us & them. There is only us – all part of the same Soul Soup. So now that I see the bigger picture I know how much more love I need to show, give & shower on each everyone. I’m missing my pod, but grateful to be living this, now.
I keep thinking about my grandmother, a very serious ‘take care of the pennies & the pounds will look after themselves‘ Aries, who the day after she croaked, came with a message ‘Lighten up Suki, you should have more fun’. I said to the channel ‘You must have the wrong woman, Nana would never say that’. She replied
‘She knows better now she’s on the other side – she’s free – like sparkling lights’…
Thank you all, all over the world for being there – next time I get my hands on you I’m gonna be squishing you real tight & smiling very loud ❤



“No longer lend your strength to that which you wish to be free from”
Jewel rocks.